Things were easier when I couldn’t figure how to get things done. I hadn’t discovered the power of the intentional life and could always put things off until tomorrow. Nothing is more important to me than my relationship with the Lord. I tell myself that everyday. I told myself this today as I slept in, read 30 pages of a fiction novel, watched 2 hours of baseball, about an hour of social media, and countless moments doing things without giving the Lord a second thought. It’s certainly true that we can be conscious of God even in mundane everyday tasks, but that wasn’t the case for me. It rarely is. I’m fed up with being a mediocre Christian. I felt a tug on my soul today. Call it the Holy Spirit or call it indigestion, here is what the frustrated, not at all crazy, conversation with myself looked like:
Rembrandt – “The Return of the Prodigal Son (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
I don’t know what to do to get where I wanna be, honestly, I don’t even know where I want to be. What does the vision of my family look like when it comes to a Christian life? Are we trying to be holy and struggle for perfection or are we accepting of God’s grace and celebrating him and that grace? My joy in The Lord is like a troubled child who is happy, even joyous, to receive Christmas gifts and maybe even a hug from his dad. That’s not enough. God calls us to have a pure, unconditional love for him…unashamed joy. A connection. I see how happy my son is just to have a hug from me. That hug doesn’t “recharge his batteries”, it simply brings him joy. I DON’T feel that connection with the Lord. I know the problem is ME and not The Lord. WHY am I not able to connect with him? I don’t trust, I don’t give, I don’t commit…
Personal accountability to our values must be the driving force of our personal mission. If you struggle to simply make the bed everyday and get anything done, this post probably doesn’t speak to you. We have a lot of work ahead of us. You have an excuse. If you feel in control and are able to accomplish goals, but miss the boat when it comes to your relationship with the Lord, then welcome to the club.
Author and professor Steve Brown says we are so busy trying to be holy, that we end up being bad. We miss the point. He shares his take in his book, 3 free sins,
that we as sinners are forgiven with the blood from the cross. This is where to start. God’s love. Incorporating more intentional faith into our lives is no different than waking up early to work on our blogs, books, paintings, or any other passion we enjoy. The motivation to grow our relationship with God should dwarf our other endeavors. Start with a vision. Build your plan to take you to your vision. You GOT this!
How are you being intentional with your relationship with the Lord TODAY?
Rocco De Leo